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I just want some pie [Feb. 4th, 2007|07:47 pm]
I've been doing more and more research about where to get advertising jobs, internships, etc. Dr. G was telling us we pretty much go where we get hired if we want to make a good career for ourselves (vs. refusing to move and winding up making money mailers for a living). I've been looking at the big markets: LA, NYC, Boulder, Portland, Austin, Minn, San Fran, Boston, and Dallas and just...where will I go? If I go to NYC I have family, same for San Fran and Dallas. But what if I get stuck in BOulder? And why am I worrying about this now? I still have a least another year to relax.

PETA just emailed me asking me to be a partially nude model in something they're doing wednesday. Part of me wants to throw away my body issues and say hell yes but I convince myself I'd feel too uncomfortable and I have classes and work.

I just need pie and a snuggle buddy...
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Another year over and a new one just begun [Jan. 15th, 2007|08:26 pm]
My Classes start tomorrow.
I am not prepared.
Where was winter holiday?

Bring it on poet laureate of Texas, I can out poeticize you any day!
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Hey remember that time when I would only smoke camels? [Jan. 4th, 2007|11:27 am]
Someone needs to tell all the doctors of the world to take my insurance. I just tried to schedule two appointments and have none. My face doctor and eye doctor no longer take my insurance. Now what am I supposed to do? Research other doctors? This doing things for myself business is exhausting. At least hair people don't take insurance.

Yeah, that's about it.
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(no subject) [Dec. 11th, 2006|09:50 pm]
The semester is over and yet I can't relax. I hate that about myself. Now I'm stressing over getting Christmas off at work so I can go spend it with my family in the north. On top of that I should find out about the advertising program in a couple of weeks. I'm not clear on how I find out, I expect an email or mailing but I just do not know. I do know that I will continue to stress until I find out and then I will find something else to stress about.

On Wednesday I'm making mashed 'taters and hopefully find some soda bread for the CHRISTMAS party. I guess I need to stop by Central Market tomorrow so I can cook,cook,cook.

And Jeff Tweedy is coming to town!
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inhale (1...2...3...) [Nov. 28th, 2006|12:48 pm]
The next week and a half are filled with finals.
It's called stress.
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Nobody Told Me There'd Be Days Like These [Oct. 19th, 2006|01:04 pm]
On Thursday I'm getting tested & biopsied for hpv/cervical cancer.
Wanting to fully prepare myself I did what most other people in this situation would do, I researched it on the internet.

Could this be the worst test ever? You're positioned like you're getting a pap but this lasts for 20+ minutes. The doctor applies acid, shines all sorts of lights, reapplies acid, and cuts out part of your cervix. Results usually take a week so...I've waited 2 weeks for this test plus another for results. UGH!And it's damn expensive. They said insurance is covering most of it but I have to pay $400. Oh, $400 isn't most of it????

I want to go buy some shoes, a new bag, and a big greasy pizza to make me feel better.
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someone should buy me Big Love Season 1 [Oct. 18th, 2006|06:40 pm]
I'm really over SMU now. As far as the school goes, it is a very good one. I actually feel like I'm learning and not...coasting. As far as students go--THUMBS DOWN! This school seriously is the southern version of Emerson with a stronger greek life.

I love when people get chubby.

Working 30 hours a week is killing me and I hate almost every minute I'm there. Why does the money have to be so nice? I can't work for less but a college degree is about the only thing that is going to get me more.

The State Fair is Friday!

In November I am getting accutane because my skin is trying to make me the ugliest person alive.

That's about it.

By the way, Kinky is not a racist.
Chris Bell fails at life along with Rick Perry and the Granny.
Vote Kinky!
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Life goes on long after the thrill of living is gone [Aug. 27th, 2006|09:47 pm]
How can you change the path your life is on? I spent my drive home from the library reflecting on what was going on today, yesterday, this past week, this past month. This can't be my life. This can't be it. I can't continue to ride these waves for an indefinite amount of time.

I need to set up a game plan--a plan for getting the hell out of this house. I need my sanity back. I want to feel what it's like to be happy, less stressed, less pissed. I don't think I'm overreacting or "showing my butt." It's my damn food, I bought it, I put it in a special place, please don't eat it. Is that too much to ask? Don't offer to cook me food if you're just going to let it burn. Don't offer to iron my shirt and make me get out the board, plug the iron in, and put the shirt on the board if you're going to shower instead. Don't offer to pick something up from the grocery for me if you're not going to get it. And please, for the love of God, don't give me an apathetic apology about it. I don't want your words. I DIDN'T ASK FOR ANY OF THIS AND IF YOU WEREN'T GOING TO DO IT, YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO OFFER. Please stop kicking me out of every room I'm in because you want to use the room. You don't get dibs, you don't get to push me around, you don't get to make me feel like shit. I'm overly sensitive so pissing me off hurts more than you can imagine.

So I'm going on a budget. I'm going to start calling apartments. If I have to garage sale shop for silverware, plates, and other necessities, I will. I just know if I stay here I'll do something I will later regret.

Why are we pushed away and alienated when we need people the most?
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(no subject) [Aug. 8th, 2006|04:32 pm]
I am my best lunch date.

Screw you.
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2006|01:11 pm]
I have so much I need to be doing but instead I'm going to sweat my ass off at the gym, shower, eat, play with my sister, and visit kitties today.

Tomorrow is pay day, lunch with my mommy, gym, T. FANCH, and a really hot date.

Maybe I'll get around to what I need to be doing this weekend.
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